it actually take my whole gut to come to the truth. in front of him. no one knows how it feels. but i'm glad i have my friend there with me. at least. i'm scared. seriously. because people judge. and the way he act is kind off different than the way he used too. my friend say that i'm actually have been thinking too much. the truth is. i don't know. he says he's okay with it. but i feel like he's not. i hate being me because people will judge. somehow. you have to admit that. and most people judgement is negative. and to make it even worse. his friends actually come to us. real great. i feel like running away. thousand miles and never return. but i stay. i have no idea if i'm making a right choice. but i hate the choice i make. coz i'll keep wondering. do you like it or hate it. tell me please. if you like it. i'll be more than happy to know about it. but if you don't. please leave. and never looked back. coz it hurts.
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