Friday, January 21, 2011

i'm crying again. and this is all because of friends.

i just recovering from my past life when it happened again. and each time it hurt even more than before. my tears keep falling. and will keep on falling for those whom i called friend. the one that actually help me recover from my broken heart not a long time ago. the one that support me for all of this time. i hang out with, laughing and share everything. and i'm being too stupid again for actually believing that they are being honest and truly are my friend. and again i was wrong. so wrong. and i'm freaking sad. i'm crying like crazy. 
 my tears just won't stop anymore. i don't give a damn if i look bad with swollen eyes. or having tons of people watching me like i'm some sort of alien. and these is all because of you my friend. if you don't like just say it. named it. everything about me. my behavior. my look. my style. words or sentence that you dislike. just cry it all loud. just stop talking behind my back. getting to know that you are actually acting all nice in front of me for this time. it hurts. a lot. too much that i might can't handle it.

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