my last momento with kiah uncit ^^

jom review story minggu lepas. tepat slpas class pkl2 ptg nurul balik perdana sepatutnya ktrg keluar prgi karaoke nak celebrate last day uncit. last exam. tp sebab cik abang dia nak dtg nun jauh dri jengka *so sweet. & kekangan class housemate uncit maka plan karaoke tangguh next day! apa kitorg buat? tak kan dduk rumah je. perut dh mnyanyi minta d'isi! so ktrg gerak dgn lemah gemalai prgi makan nasi ayam __.  nma dia tak ingat, yg kt blkg prdana dkat aliff tu. sedap! habis je makan yg mngambil masa yg mmg lama la maka cik abang uncit smpai kt perdana. dia ajak join makan mc'd. bnyak dh hutang mc'd yg t'tunggak tangguh lama2 nnt mkin bnyak. ktrg serang mc'd sek.2! sesi snap snap, nyum nyum, gossip mossip & sakat mnyakat bmula! nak nangis uncit kna bahan dgn nurul dgn hadri. 

gaya ni ada makna yg sgt mndalam kan uncit? kita je tahu.

sorry ye awak, skli skla ktrg b'pasukan. ^^
ni lmbat update gara2 uncit bawa lari gmbr prgi ampang! next!


malam semalam sptutnya plan nk karaoke. tp slah seorg kwn sdg b'ada nun jauh di australia. kirim slm kangaroo jgn lupa! jd ktrg prgi makan dekat port fav. aliff bistro. tauke hari ni ada extra caring sebab hri last uncit makan. utk seketika 'last'. dh habis tmbah kilo prgi extreme park. mcm tahu je ktrg direct jln prgi port kesayangan. cantik view dia! mghadap pdg bola *boley join jerit2! ada tasik comey2, bukit2 tak cukup tinggi *mcm nurul. sob sob. lpas tu? sesi bcerita, tacing macing, gaduh2, buat cerita2 hyperbola dan bla3. nak gerak balik sebab jam mnunjukkan angka yg urmm faham2 la. tp ktrg sangkut plak dkt playground. 

ni time kat rumah

nak tiru nurul jugak aishhh.

lepas ni dah takda la org nak dgr nurul bebel2, teman prgi makan jauh2, buat cerita2 hyperbola yg mlmpau. takda org dh nak date dpan pool. so utk semua itu timekasih uncit! nnt kita tukar tmpat date area2 kl plak ea. wangsa walk duet duet!

mggu ni moody sgt! teary eyes & more teary eyes. 

sorry sgt spa yg kena layan my moody mood. ^^

i'm not okay ;(

my best friend who's like a sister to me is moving away. and yeah i'm so sad. feel kind of lost. i have my other bffs who's also my housemate + classmates but it's different. each and one of them give different meaning & sweet memories to me. and our memories are way too much that your lost make my mood went down! so low! and you know babe i cried. yes i did. tones of eyes watched me but who cares. someone gives me a great advice, bullied me at the same time. ^^ but i really appreciate it. kamsammida! you make me laugh a lot today. feel better but going home, place where me & my friend had lots & lots of good, bad and crazy memory together make me feel down again. ^^

over emo NurulHorvejkul. ^^

secretear!

I’m a shadow so every single time people being friend with me I really appreciate it way too much. Coz friends mean a lot for me more than anything. But for surely one step lower than my family peeps!

And recently while I’m hanging out with one of my best friend, she said to me that something was bothering her for all of this time. There’s a secret of hers that she wanted to tell but under certain circumstances she couldn’t. And it appears that now is the best time to tell me the truth.

Motif?
1) There’s only the two of us. Not that we are practically alone, there are people around us but not next to us and we don’t know each other so who cares?
2) It is her biggest secret that she only tells one or two friends about it. Others find out by themselves.

And seriously babe I want to tell you this. I really appreciate it! The fact that you are willing to tell me about it by yourselves means a lot to me. And I’ll keep that as a secret I promise. **with right hand straight up like high schooler’s ‘angkat sumpah’. Wakaka!

Thanks doe! You make my tears falling like a waterfall remembering it. 

Terharu tahap dewa tahu! Hahaha.  

msuk hospital :(

nma bdak comel ni auni athirah. dilahirkan pd 20 februari 2009. skrg ni dh dua thun. ritu bru je sronok2 celebrate burfday dy. nk d'jdi kn crta dy dmam, skit perut yg memulas2 *pham ye* muntah sgla bgai. smpai la d'tahan dlm ward kt ampang puteri. cian dy ehh. smpai xbley tdo pnya la skit. sbar ehh cyg. kuat taw. mst bgun blik lari2 cm biasa okay.

   

 

letih je mka dy. nma pn xckup tido kn. rehat ckup2 ea. smpai isolated msuk ward asing dr yg lain sbab tkut bjangkit. be strong okay. auni kuat. msti bley pny. makan ubat. dgr doktor ckap ehh. nnt bley main lari2 lg. pkai topeng. mkan kek bnyk2. kuar cpat ea.

 m.su cyg dy taw. cpat kluar ehh. kita maen sma2 lg. cian abg tuhh rindu nk maen dgn auni.

words from my best buddies.

words from my best buddies ever. and to make it even more funny that both of them share the same name that i easily can make them confused. they have been with me from the first semester till now. and i'm strong enough till now it is thanks to both of this gorgeous girls.

                                    

REEN H

"Nurul,apa2 dorg ckp u jgn down ok. Biar je dorg. U ckp sory sudah. Diorg nk ckp apa lantak. Diorg nk slhkn org je. If u ckp pn dorg bkn fhm. Dont worry. Wtv happen im here with u baby :)"

REEN R

"This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life."

“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.”

“The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.”

“The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.”

and listening or reading their text calling me dear, sweetheart, sayang, and other sweet names makes me feel strong enough to stay alive. i know it sound like i'm some kind of lesbian or something but i'm not okay. i just adore this two beauty for their kindness of noticing and actually being my friend when others taking me as someone that can be play and throw away.

i'm crying again. and this is all because of friends.

i just recovering from my past life when it happened again. and each time it hurt even more than before. my tears keep falling. and will keep on falling for those whom i called friend. the one that actually help me recover from my broken heart not a long time ago. the one that support me for all of this time. i hang out with, laughing and share everything. and i'm being too stupid again for actually believing that they are being honest and truly are my friend. and again i was wrong. so wrong. and i'm freaking sad. i'm crying like crazy. 

 my tears just won't stop anymore. i don't give a damn if i look bad with swollen eyes. or having tons of people watching me like i'm some sort of alien. and these is all because of you my friend. if you don't like just say it. named it. everything about me. my behavior. my look. my style. words or sentence that you dislike. just cry it all loud. just stop talking behind my back. getting to know that you are actually acting all nice in front of me for this time. it hurts. a lot. too much that i might can't handle it.