you're getting worst :(

here i thought you're getting better but hey i guest i'm wrong after all. you're getting worst. i want to be like others but seriously after today, i would never could do that. each and every single i watched you from far or near. i pray from the bottom of my heart that you'll changed. but what i got is disappointment. how my heart goes really down to see you being yourself. it is true when people say that let them love you for who you are not what they want you to be. but if you're a jerk? how would they love you? but i guess my opinion doesn't matter at all. you keep being yourself and people still love you for being that 'one piece' . i have no idea what they have in my mind. or what you yourself have in your mind. i never have and never will suit in that life. and i'm glad i didn't. i'm so glad i didn't. if being like you is all what it takes to be famous, being notice and love by everyone here in 'this part of the world of famous and glamorous' , you know what? thanks but i prefer it best to live in my pathetic, invisible and boring yet simple life coz it didn't worth the risk to lose my pride and those who love me for being simple and nothing of that kind of life you lead to. 


but i'll always stand next to you no matter through hard and good times.
coz i love you and care for you.