heartbreak . .

I can't be tough, I can't be strong, but with you, it's not like that at all

there's a girl, who give a shits

behind this wall, you just walk through it  . . . 

recently, one of my bestie just when through a heartbreak, from a guy that I barely know about him nor I've never met him before. which means that I have absolutely and only about 5% rights to talk about him errr. that's not the point here really. so here how's the story  . . 

there was this one guy, he's kinda famous, well yeah model. he said that he like her or love her urghh I'm a forgetful person we better skip that. he even asked her to be his girlfriend. which she didn't give any answer coz her parents wouldn't allow her. we'll he's a model and you know how parents think about that kinda of lifestyle and bla bla bla. 

everything went well between them *forgive me for the past and present tense used, malas nak pikior. anyway, all of sudden he changed. and she find out that he's falling for a girl and even use her pic as his dp. I mean like seriously bro? you tell a girl 'hey I love you' like for a month and then you fall for another after a MONTH?? sorry A MONTH??? 30 DAYS?? 

yeah you don't have a relationship but you told her you love her, you gave her hopes, then you fall for another girl, really? it's that easy huh? you can come and go as you wish? dulu time sayang kat dia jauh mana pn sanggup dtg even jumpa sekejap pn takpa. but now? cepat nya berubah bro. feelings are not just words that you can go around tell everyone about it and pretend like nothing happen. even worst, you start it first. 

I don't know how she feel really coz girls they seems strong on the outside but they fall asleep with tears at night. but hey I've been there before. trust me when I say 'if you fall for someone damn so hard that you'll cry you heart out to know that he's not'. or at least not any more. but I don't blame him entirely. he didn't say 'hey you must fall for me damn so heart that you would cry me a sea'. I did  that on my own and I'm the only one to be blame for what I did. 

to my beloved girl,

be strong okay. just to make you feel better or it might not help you at all, he choose that girl over you?? he's lost not yours. there's plenty fish in the sea. why waste those precious tears and time for someone who choose side dish over main dish huh? *pang!* kboiii love you babe 

when I love you means nothing but just meaningless words 

words from a guy that i actually admit it was true somehow

GUYS

let see the first one shall we.


1. If all guys are the same,you would fall into all guys.Because I can say that im like Robert Downey Jr.Hell yeah ! Or even Justin Bieber ! LMFAO ! .So,is Justin Bieber the same as me? NOT !

this is kinda of true. not all the guys are the same. or else we'll be pulling each others hair over guys because we keep falling in love with the same guy. then the world would never be peace anymore. just because you've met a jerk before it doesn't means that all the guys are the same just like him. maybe you just met the wrong person so that you'll remember what it is like to feel hurt once in a while so you wouldn't hurt anybody as the way they hurt you. or so that when you sit back with your love once in ten years time you can remind yourself about all of the memory and maybe tell your grandson or granddaughter as a bedtime stories. who knows right?


2. It takes ball for a man to confess that he's really into her.Trust me.Just give it a try and see how things goes.

for this one, there's only one sentence to be say. ever heard of giving ourself a chance that you might regrets of doing or not doing it in the future? this may sound crazy but giving someone else a chance and you yourself would a be an exciting thing to be wonder. how will it goes? what will happen next? because we will never. we'll just have to wait and see. have faith in yourself. even if it takes so many times but the pain will go away eventhough it leave marks behind. but we get a real experience that money can never buy. now that is something.


3.Girls are complicated, yet, Guys is way harder to be figured out.

true and so true. girls is complicated. even me myself as a girl sometimes i can't even understand human with same gents as i am. we're acting differently to different people, different time and different places. again it sound crazy but it is true. but as much as girls, guys is way harder to be figured out. they might seems simple from they way that they think or react over something. but in their minds, no one will ever know. unless they say it out loud. with a girl you can at least try to think and you will figured it out somehow. but guys, i'll take no as answer. 


the truth is i cannot believe it is me myself typing this post. because i hardly believe in guys. but everyone deserves a second chance right? and i'm going to keep on giving. hoping to find someone that will do the same to me someday perhaps.

the.invisible.me

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who am i?

known as  nurul horvejkul 

born on 10th of april 1992

and currently living at kuala lumpur

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