i've been through a lot of thing today. the first day of a new second long semester. i sleep pretty late last night but i've to wake up early today which was so tiring? my fault i know. went to msu for registration with my mentor but somehow it turned out my paper wasn't there and i have to pay fine. what? not that easy. i argued it back with admin department. guess what i win! yeay! *like a kid receiving candies. i skipped my first class coz it's too late to come. an hour as gone. so i went to cafe. today i met lot of people which was either my friends or 'friends'. it was nice to meet them. i meant my friends. and i met him too. with another girl. wow you really impressed me. change a girl like changing shirts. amazing! today blair waldorf, tomorrow serena ven der woodsen, next maybe jenny humphrey or vanessa abraham. *seriously i'm watching too many gossip girl. but seriously? i really hope that you'll stop playing and start being serious. life is not a game dear. sweetheart, darling, baby is not something that you can call all girl's with. especially not someone you call 'friend'. instead of giving false hopes try to be a faithful person. and by mean faithful is to be with only one girl at a time. i don't really know if you can do it. but i'm done believing for a while now. so don't bother about me okay? so i can't stop thinking about you. about the time we've been spending together. all the memories. i'd like to flush it away but i can't if you keep coming back. someone said these 'he's coming back just to hurt you.' maybe she's right coz i seem to be invisible. you've choose to have that life. let i live mine without you in it. then at least i can put a real lit of smile on my face. please dear (;
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