i adore her spirit & strength, boy you're lucky (':

Still love him now, I'll love him tomorrow, I'll love him after tomorrow, I'll love him as long as I can love him with all my heart.  Its written that way.  And you know what happen to me is so so sweet nurul. You were there. You were part of it. And you know. So pleased don't tell me I should just forget. Just give me a little hope. Tell me that he's going to worth it. Tell me that nurul. I'm not gonna force you to say that he is a nice guy. But just tell me, he's going to worth for some one liked me. Some one that as same as he was. Stubborn, unsecure, too deeply in love, blur, distracting, annoying and still going to hurt their partner so bad, but at the same time, need them in their life. That is us? I fall every time. So much that I fall until I  feel that its not going to hurt again. It takes times.  So long. So maybe this is not the time yet. Cause I'm still trying so hard to get him back. There is no way in a relation that you're not going to hurt! Its going to hurt you too soon or too late. Every relation have that rules and with him I've been all the rough and difficult time and learnt to understand him better. With every tears I cried,  The lovely moment with him just make me smiled like I'm the most beautiful girl in this world. And that time, I will just realised. Its worth it. In our case there's so many things happen. We were to far away from each other.

We were lack of communication . We assumed too much. This is long distance relationship.  Its way different than seeing the person you love every day. He'll do everything he had to make me happy.  He's came all away from****** just to make sure that I'm alright. He texted you to see if I'm okay. He is so caring. Not every relation have the same pathway nurul


How about I'll prove it to you one day?  Fair enough like that kan nurul? Heeeee I love you nurul! So much.  Please take care yourself for me.  And if one day, you'll experience the thing that I have been experienced before.  Come to me. I'm not gonna promise I'll cry with you, but I'm promise I'll be a good listener. Good night and sleep tight princess. Cherish all the moment when you still have it