a walk to remember

Once ago there was this one person that have been so closed to me. Someone that I shared so many things and memories with him. And as I take a peek through my lappy, looking through my old videos I found this folder of us once ago. I choose one of it and watch till the end where I laugh. Then it comes to me that hey, I miss those memories. When I’m waiting for you while you were practicing with your friends noticing that you anxiously looking at me and keep on telling that you’re sorry, playing wall climbing and when you went down as fast as you could so that I won’t get hurt if I fall, singing 30 songs just so that you can spend time with me and look into my eyes like it was meant for me, playing at the playground when tons of eyes watching all around us, when you care for me when I fall sick, you walk with me under the light of the moon leaving your car behind when I sulk, going up to the hill early in the morning just chilling out with our peeps creating our memories there, the time we stroll around doing nothing but just talking to each other, when you came way from far just to spend time even when you’re having cold, going to the movie when I caught you looking at me instead of looking up front, driving at high speed so that you’ll get my full attention, you told me how much you loved me when I get upset, that you miss me eventhough we just met the same exact day and the fact that you keep asking me to meet you mother and asking my permission to meet my parents.

And yeah when we make crazy video to give it to your old crash on her birthday coz you wish her again & again and I get irritated with it. Remember you words? ‘Happy birthday sayang. Dah makin tua makin berkedut. Well you know me, makin berkedut makin sayang.’ And of course when you take me to the show that you love the most, on my birthday, I’ll remember that forever coz I dislike that show so much yet I was there.

I don’t hate you, for what you’ve become or how you behave. That’s what you are and like you always said, ‘I fall in love with you coz you can accept me just the way I am and so will I be.’ Things happened; we fight and get back together. But when we fight way too many times for that same thing again & again, we knew it that we have to move on. No one’s fault to be blame. You did your part and so was i. And we proved everyone that two different world can collide. That we learnt about each other so that we'll understand, not changing ourselves to become the other. What happened in the past let it stay in the past. Always cherish the good memories coz they are a part of our life and so that we could forget but not to hate. Remember that once ago he used to make you smile, to make me smile.

Oh yeah, I miss my baby. And a text came in, you know who?

It’s him. (;