NurulHorvejkul's

I wanted everything to stay the same, but feelings fade and people change

Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me

If I could go back and change things, I would. I'd change everything so that I never lost you but I can't. All I can do now is telling you that I have realized you are the only one for me and I will do whatever it takes to put you back in my life, and keep you there forever.

I can hardly remember that night anymore. I can barely remember your face, or your voice. It breaks my heart knowing I can never get those nights back. I miss you so much. I could have fallen in love with you. I was scared, and young. You will never be forgotten. Always there in my heart.

I wish you cared for me, the way I do for you
I build my hopes up so high just to watch them fall before my eyes
I have such high visions of my future with you,
But they are never what the future has in store for me
Tell me, why is it that I’m the only one getting hurt?

This silence hurts me more than anything you could say. Broken knuckles, broken heart. I fell in love then fell apart. You tried to run-I tried to hide. Still, we managed to collide. Fell so hard, matching scars. Held you close, felt so far. Hearts beating out of time. You're screaming with no reason and no rhyme.

He's so perfect with his dark brown eyes and if I look at him, I might as well be told a thousand lies, because he looks so innocent just standing there, but then he turns to me and I just stare. I hate how I miss how everything was. How he just got up and left. Because my heart isn't flawless  but neither are you. When a heart is breaking, what can you do?

So here's a piece of advice:
let go when you're hurting too much.
give up when love isn't enough,
and move on when things are not like before.
for surely there is someone out there
who will love you even more. 

So many tricks & so many lies

Too many whens & too many whys

Nobody's special, nobody's gifted

I'm just me, warped & twisted

*so yeah take it or leave it*