lots of thing happened in our life but life still goes on, time will wait for no one. as for me, I've done so many, actually too many stupid, horrible & unacceptable things in my life. i'm a normal human being anyway, not an angel or at least nice like other people out there. i know perfectly where i stand. and I've let so many people to see the worst part in me. every good or bad things happened i share it with my peeps and besties, not a single word slipped. so that they can guide me from wrong to a greater path. i don't want to look at things that I've done as things that most people would do. what I've done are all wrong and nothing can change that. I've said too many hurtful things and lied, I've take too many things from everyone's life, I've hurt so many people in my short life and other things, so many things that even you can tell if you're one of my peeps. i can't turn back time to correct all my mistakes. the only thing i can do is to change, from worst to someone better. i'm trying slowly and people around inspired me a lot in doing it. in the way of thinking, i'm trying my best to throw out all the negative thinking, i'm trying and will keep on doing so. but for the time being, if anyone read this, i'm so sorry. for the unspeakable things that I've done, i'm sorry. for everything that you gave me, thank you. for being there for me, thank you. and most important to still be there for me even after all the things that I've done, thank you and i'm so sorry. and believe me this got nothing to do with eid's coming over. it just a simple me that awake from my terrible life trying to change a bit from the imperfect to simple.
& i'm so sorry like a thousand time.
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